From time to time I have become overwhelmed with fear. The image that comes to me then is that I have felt like a sailing ship without an anchor. I have felt adrift and at the mercy of the elements. I have felt buffeted and tossed by the winds and waves of circumstance.
Then it occurred to me that if I were a sailing ship, then I could choose to sail. I began to shift my focus toward action. Change (the wind) and uncertainty (the waves) which I had considered adversaries now became my allies. That which had challenged and intimidated me now became the power to fill my sails. I found that I could accept these forces as the inspiration and energy which launched me on my journey. By investing my energy in keeping myself shipshape (in balance and a strong reserve of resources) and my sails and rigging trimmed and ready (well in touch with my feelings and focused on my abilities) that I became more likely to live my life aware and in choice.
I find then that each storm becomes a test of my skills to be able to respond and accept the opportunity of discovering what the ocean of life really has to offer. This draws me into the present in a very dynamic way. By limiting my expectations I live with a growing sense of adventure. I am offered the choice of accepting the direction in which Spirit is leading me rather than trying to recreate illusions or comforts of the past. I had learned when I was crewing a boat on Lake Superior that to anchor during a storm could result in it being battered on the rocks. Likewise the more I resist natural change and growth the more I feel myself going against the flow. I then become depleted by the struggle. Living in choice and acceptance results in more frequently feeling invigorated and strengthened by my experiences.
By giving my heart permission to be the captain I find that I more often sail in the spirit of love and follow the course of my passions. I am also finding that the more I change the more I am becoming myself.
It is natural to desire a safe harbor to be sheltered from adversity. You can acknowledge that there are times and places of rest and rejuvenation. I also invite you to remember that you are a spiritual vessel built for action in this lifetime. When you feel the pressure and momentum of change around you, be empowered by this energy and sail your ship boldly committed to experiencing life fully.